Monday, June 16, 2008

thanks JO for your so NICE post. simply linking your own problem to mine problem. you so clever huh. -.-

now you are making my heart to waver. you always never failed to make me feel this way. now i am so confused because of you. at first i was sure who i really want, but now, you make me think of another thing. thanks.

haix. i dont know what happened to us anyway. jo, dont call him a bastard okay? i know what you will do, and i wont be so stupid to let you know what you want. spoke to LS about this problem, and he told me i got to make one choice eventually. love always make us gain and lose something. i got to be strong to face it.

oh my... what am i supposed to do? was feeling to go to bugis to buy bag, but was afraid that i might bump onto him somewhere. if can, i rather i just vanished into the air just like that.

now i need no shoulder to lean on, i can just cry my heart out in the bathroom. and jo, i dont need your shoulder. too weak already. just kidding.

oh god, now i am emo once again. it feels kind of weird without talking to him. now i am wondering. ling told me she feels that i am falling for him subconsciously. i fall in love with him without me knowing. do i? god damn, i dont know how i felt now. its so perplexing.

never stop giving me problem. why does we have to be in ? is not as simple as i think it is. although only one word with 4 letters, this word is daring enough to make everyone of us be hurt once, and at the same time let us taste the sweetness if it. but why do people only learn how to cherish after losing? i am hoping that will be very simple, without hurting me again. because i have been hurt so many times, the wound in my heart is getting deeper and deeper. but i believe one day, some one will appear, to heal the wound in my heat. i am waiting for the day to come. is a moment that last forever.

Jo, thank for this. i copy it from your blog. your emo-ing made me emo. thank alot arh.

you're always on my mind
all day just all the time
you're everything to me
brightest star to let me see
you touch me in my dreams
we kiss in every scene
i pray to be with you
through rain and shiny days
i'll love you till i die
deep as sea wide as sky
the beauty of our love paints rainbows everywhere we go
i need you all my life
you're my hope you're my pride
in your arms i find my heaven
in your eyes my sea and sky
may life be our love paradise

gonna go bathe already. still unsure whether i should buy bag later. shall think of that later. got to go. bye.

loves
jun`

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