Friday, September 14, 2007
finally, today i received his msg, but im sad.
he told me to concentrate on my studies and good luck for my o lvl. n i wish him all e best with e one he love. i said tat, although i dun really wan to. fekt sad after saying tat.
received his msg right after i woke up frm a small nap. was so shocked when i saw e msg was frm him. but immediately felt sad after wishing him all e best. well, i tried hard to controlled my tears.
after ling went hm, i met up with my fren. told him wad heppened, but tis time, i couldnt control anymore. just cried out. i love him!
giving up e one i love is so hurting. but e one i love doesnt seem to noe or care even if he noe it. why is love always making me so confused? cried 2nd time today.
wad should i do? no matter how hard i try, it is still so hard to forget.
will i be happy if i give up my love? ppl say i will be happier, but i seem to be even more sad. just keep thinking about him.
if u really love someone,
dun give up.
let him noe u love him,
let him noe how u feel.
no use loving him if he doesnt noe how u feel.
being love by someone is a happy thing,
but loving someone is e saddest thing to do.
follow ur heart,
dun let others make e decision for u.
no matter wad,
u will still be e one facing everything.
follow ur heat.
give u all my blessing.
wish u will be really happy with her.
one last time im saying tis,
i love you.
shall end my post here.
jun`
10:20 PM