Thursday, September 13, 2007
still cant stop thinking about him. life is like so sucky. frens oso so sucky. dunno wad happened to me.
cant we even be fren? is it a wrong th to be fren? well.. one after another, ppl keep breaking up, or giving up their love for their love ones.
if "she" exist, den i shall retreat. why cant we just get e love we one?
thinking of him again n again n again. so wad if i think of him. he doesnt even noe or care about tis. why m i missing him? is there no other th i can do to stop thinking about him?
y did i fall so deeply in love with him? y did i like him? y didnt i hate him? sometimes i dunno wad im thinking about. just felt so stupid.
now, one after another give me attitude. "f***" attitude. yea, i admit tat i do give attitude sometimes, but in a joking manner. if u were to give me hell attitude, den sry. dun blame me for being too mean towards u.
gal, dun be hypocrite. dun be another person infront of me, n behind me, u are talking bad about me. anyth unhappy about me just come face to face talk to me.
dun ask ur fren to come view me or wadever. u dun even noe me well, n guess u noe tat all tat u said are all bull-shitting. or should i say u nv think be4 u speak? tat is provided if i wan to be polite to u.
u can be mean to me, i can oso be mean. noe u are older den me. i dun give a damn f**. u are just acting like one immature child. doing all those stuff behind me to spoil my reputation? u are e one being shameless.
and ***. stop going around telling lies. dun go around telling ppl i sleep tgt with u, do wadever with u. i didnt even meet u, so its impossible for me to do all those th with u.
wad did u tell ur fren? im ur "FLING"??? excuse me, plz mind wad u say.
u got ur gf. dun think tat u are really tat attractive to attract gals. come on, fling are being hated by me. plz mind wad u say nxt time. dun let me noe u say nonsense to ur fren again.
i would greatly appreciate it if u would stop giving ur frens my number. thx
just so fed up now. but im still missing and thinking about him. haix, wad should i do?
tears are like running tap, heart felt like it was being stabbed. once again, i cried for him again. cant hlp it. maybe wont be online today. frens, if u wanna contact me, msg my phone or call me.
jun`
7:20 PM