Sunday, October 21, 2007

long time never update this dead blog of mine. time for my to update now.

O lvl started already. beside revising for my subjects, im also rushing my art paper2. really stressful now. but shall relaxed after all my paper, which will be quite soon bah.

chatted with monkey in the morning. he is doing quite well in australia right now. he is so sweet lah. gonna give his girlfriend and his parents an unexpected surprise. LOL. the surprise quite stupid lah. hope he really does surprise his girlfriend and his parents bah. haha

so long never meet monkey already. he is still the same, still crap a lot with me. still say want to meet me. -.- later his girlfriend angry then he know. LOL.

monkey, trust your girlfriend lah. i believe that she wont do that behind you, since she has already chosen this path.

remember what i told you this afternoon, only when the you two trust each other, then your relationship will last. dont bring your past into the present, dont treat her like your past. forget about your past and moved on with your present. only then you will be happy.

dont care or think about what your ex is doing now. although some thing u do for ur girlfriend is like what you did last time with your ex, you still should not let your ex come in to your present relationship.

whatever she do now doesnt concern you anymore. so dont read her blog or friendster. dont care about her life, and you should jolly well know what she did to you. no use to keep thinking of her right?

just be contented with what you have now. i believe you will be happier. meet up soon when you come back, ask your girlfriend along, if not she will anyhow think. LOL. remember to smile more. you look nicer if u put on a smile=)

damn freak out a moment ago...

fuck..

i loathe you this type of guy. whether you see tis a not, i dont give a damn shit about you. get what i mean?

flirt is the only thing you know how to do right? you are her best friend cum good listening ear. you like her, and you know she got boyfriend, and you want her to be yours. what the fucking hell is this? then when she rejected you, told you she love her boyfriend, you told her its ok.

you asked her whether she will miss you, she said "of course!". because she treat you as her close friend, thats why she misses you. then you simply just told her you will leave her life, and hope she dont miss you and be good to her boyfriend.

what the fuck is all this? just because she got a boyfriend, then she cant have you as her close friend? what kind of logic is this?

man, you just hurt her so deeply. after saying all that, you wished her all the best with her boyfriend, and told her not to miss you.

FUCK YOU man!!! you know you are her close friend and a listening ear to her, and you said that to her. when she was down you say you can lend her your shoulder. then now wad?

think about it yourself, dont you think you are too much? just because she rejected you, then you just want to leave her life. dont you think this is ridiculous? if i ever sees you, dun blame me if i slap you or scold you or whatever.

i just dont give a damn even if you are a guy. you know her, and you should know after you say all that, you have hurt her deeply. she wanted you so much as her close friend, she told you everything, then now wad?

you just antagonized me lah. damn. never see her so sad before.

im hot under the collar right now. shit you to spoil my mood also. damn.

ling, you and him will be fine one. dont dwell onto this so much. now you and him still chatted in msn what. unlike me, want to chat with someone also cannot. i know you cherished the moment when you are with him, and are excited, or should say happy when you are with him.

see you happy i also happy de lah. you are my sister lei, got any problem i will help you de. as long as it is within my reach. haha. ask him dont bet so much lah, and you continue to be his luck lady=) haha

think i should get to my beauty sleep now. dont know whether i can a not. haha.


jun`

4:20 AM