updating tis blog now. bored from studying social studies, so decided to update my blog. dont think im going to do well in o lvl. haix
im so confused right now. dont know what to do.
i dont know what he wants from me, i just cant read his mind. then now, another one(yx) come tell me he has got feeling for me, is like, wad the hell? i dont know what to do.
if only there is someone out there who will help me solve my problem, that will be great.
i tried so hard to understand him, tried so hard to read his mind, but i failed to do so. i told him everything, but he told me nothing, nothing at all.
sometimes i thought im thinking too much, but i think he is the one who is making me think that much.
message him, he did not reply. actually was meeting him today, but he message me and told me that he going back to his school to do some registration stuff. luckily i got my sister to accompany me, if not i will be left alone.
then now, i called him, but he did not pick up my call or return my call. saw him online in msn, so decided to chat with him in msn, but he did not reply. so thought he was busy doing his stuff, so i did not disturb him anymore.
but after that, he just offline, without even saying a night or bye to me. sometimes, he never know how i felt.
i really tried very hard, but this is what i get. what am i supposed to do? maybe im really thinking too much. but my jo say maybe he was really busy.
message with yx just now. told him what happened, and he say maybe im thinking too much. m i really thinking too much? what can i do.
no mood to study social studies anymore. guess he is sleeping right now. is it really like wad yx and jo said? i wanted to be angry with him, but i cant bring myself to do it.
i admit that sometime i really did something to make him angry, but i was just being concerned, thats all. haix
this is really making me sick. i will never get what i want.
spend quite alot of $$ today. got to save up and find work soon.
whoever read my blog, dont ask me what happened. cause i wont even bothered to say, just blog out for fun. thats how im feeling right now, feeling lousy right now.
stop here bah. good luck to myself, as well as ling for tomorrow social studies. hopefully theme3 comes out tomorrow. =D
