Finally i am updating this dead blog of mine. Decided to blog in Chinese for one part, because it will be easier to express how i felt.
I got in to Nanyang Polytechnic through Direct Poly Admissio(DPA), in Industrial Design. School started earlier for those who was under DPA.
School started on 30th Jan 2008. First three days was sort of orientation, and the group of us was running around the whole school like an insane.
But overall, although it was tiring, it was so damn fun. My group came in the 3rd, and we got our goodies bag. haha
After the 3 days of "orientation", we got one week break, due to Chinese New Year. Then, we got back to school for our module/programs.
First lecture was on Tuesday, about electronic. Its quite fun soldering all the resistants and all, but the teacher was damn so boring. When we encounter problem, all he care is about the students who was under him, in electronic course(ECC). God bless to those who are going to be under him. :)
Second lecture was on Wednesday, about design. Damn funny lah. The lecturer didn't know that day we got his lesson, he thought it was the week after.
So obviously he wasn't prepared. We was supposed to end school at 3pm. Then some people told him that we are giving him extra time to prepared his lesson.
So, AFTERNOON CLASS WAS CANCELLED. haha. To make it sound nice, we say we are giving him more time, to make it sound evil, we say his lesson was boring. lol.
Third lecture was on Thursday, about communicating skill(CS) and business. The lecturer for CS was damn funny. Her name was Jerilee Leong. Her lesson was damn fun, plus she was damn funny. She is more like our friend then a lecturer.
I just LOVE her so much. *(I am not a les).
She told us alot about her past, what she did when she was young and so on. haha. How i wish she will be my lecturer for e rest of the 3 years. But its impossible.
After lunch, lecture was about business, about how to become an entrepreneur. It was damn crap. All about business and POA. I dun even understand a single bits. So, i just fell asleep half way through the lesson. Not onli me, there were some who did the same thing. Power right. haha
Fourth lecture was on Friday, a tutorial about entrepreneur. The whole thing was damn crap.
Almost fall when i enter the class room because there was a step just in front of the door. Luckily i did not trip and fall. But my unlucky friend just tripped and fell, and the whole class laugh at her because of the expression she gave when she stood up again.
The lecturer gave me a warning, saying that she doesn't want to see anyone is shorts or mini skirt, no slipper. Its the school rules. I was like damn???? Is there such school rules? Oh well, do i sound like i care? haha
Monday is my day off. No lecture for the whole day. But 4 lecture is enough to get my head big, because there is always project, project, and PROJECT. Oh well. haha. Ok, enough of my school stuff.
How i hope someone can tell me what to do. Actually i know what to do, but because i don't want to let him hurt and sad, i don't know what to tell him.
One is e one i love now, the other is the one i love in the past. My heart is flickering. Everything is so perplexing.
Just spoken to one of my close friend and i asked him what i should do. All he said was " Everything is up to u. If you want your happiness, then you should be the cruel one, and hurt one of them. If not, you will be living in a miserable way. You know who you love in your heart. You can only help yourself, no one can help you because they don't know who is the one you love. Make the wise choice, don't be kind in this matter, and don't regret what you choose. "
I know in the end i will make a choice. I know this sound stupid, but no matter who i choose, i wish the other one happiness.
I have thought of it over and over again, and finally i came out with a decision. I am sorry to the other guys.
I'll be the one to tell everyone I'm gone I've fallen in To a place I can begin to understand. I'm just happy you're here to hold my hand All I want to do is stand close to you Be by your side All I want to do is make the world revolve Around you and I What I would give up What I would go through To get it right And it's far too hard to see What the future will be Everywhere I go Everywhere I go now you're with me All I want to do in this lifetime is make you mine
I think my post is long enough. Shall get to sleep right now. Tomorrow still got lecture.
