school starts long ago, and e first week we got to do so many stuffs already. poly life is not as easy as i/we thought it is. i couldn't get enough sleep since school starts.
going to rush my work again later. grrrrrr
ever since school starts, i didn't have much time with him. we got lesser time together already. because of this, he got angry with me sometimes. i am so sorry. but he still try to understand me. things went fine for me and him now, although i know sometime he was sad because he can't meet me.
thanks for understanding me. i appreciate the love that you gave me. love you lots.
dear is going to have dinner with his family later at Ang Mo Kio for mother's day. he asked me whether i want to tag along, but i reject it. it is kind of weird because i don't know any of his family member except for his mother and brother.
second time i rejected his offer. dear, so sorry. next time alright. love you.
today was someone birthday. told him i will meet him after i am done with my work. but guess what? when i asked him whether going out, he told me he was going out with his friends. ok, the cake that i bought for him, the time that i spend on choosing it has gone to a waste.
out of anger and sadness, i just threw the cake away. the cake now is waiting for ants to come and eat it in the dustbin. shit man.
i am totally moodless right now. i am seriously very sad. so dumb of me to go buy that cake for him. duh.
although he wasn't my loves one, but he is still my real close friends. just don't know what excately does he treat me as?
wanted to ask him just now, but forget it. think i am just a trash to him, maybe. who knows.
now i am here, waiting for the time to pass by fast. then, i will be going out till late night and be alone for the whole night. no one shall disturb me tonight.
i am waiting for his message now. i am still waiting, but 2 hours had already passed.
think i will update again some other time. mood swing now.
