Monday, May 26, 2008

lots of school work to complete now. kind of stress now.

got scolded for no reasons yesterday. i was like -.-. send my design to her, guess she never receive it. so she asked me to send her in msn. but i am like already sleeping in my bed, with my msn on. then, morning when i woke up, i looked at my msn. and she scold me like hell.-.- it got on my nerves man. wanted to scold her back, but i control myself. don't even use lecturer to scare me. I HATE IT!!!! grrrr

anyway, was supposed to meet up with my bf yesterday, cause he promise to accompany me to the library to search on my stuff. but who will know it will rain at his house there. so he said he wait for the rain to stop before coming to find me. i was like, hmmm, ok. i wait for you. then he say he go lie on his bed awhile.

so i waited, 1hour passed, 2hour passed, 4hours passed, and he is still in his sleep. 6 hours passed and he finally wake up. he was suppose to meet up with his friends at 8pm, but end up he did not turn up because he overslept. and i stupidly waited for him. never mind, its over now.

watch the charity show for SiChuan, shown on channel8 just now. its really heart breaking to see those innocent lives being taken away. then, came to one part, which made me cannot take it, my tears just started rolling down. its like this.

there was this guy being trapped under the fallen walls. he struggle to survive for 3days 3night, and he was waiting for people to save him out. when the rescues team came, he thanks them for coming. he got strong determination to survive, because his wife is still waiting for him. so the rescues team started their work, by shifting those fallen walls and bricks away from his body. while doing their job, some of them tried to contact his wife, who was at the tent. and they did it, his wife pick up the call. he asked his wife to be strong and continue her life, then he hang up the phone. it took the rescues team 6hours to carry him out. when they carry him out from there, he thanks them for saving him. then the rescues team quickly send him to the hospital. on the way to hospital, he suddenly stop breathing, everything stops. they tried to bring him back, but failed to do so. he managed to struggle for survival for 3 days 3 night, but failed to do so on the way to hospital. its so sad.

there are so many touching stories. teachers tried to save students, in the end, all died in this tragedy. mother tried to save her baby, but died while saving her child. uses her body to protect her child, leaving a notes in her phone, saying " if u manage to survive, always remember that mummy loves you". so many heart breaking stories. cant stop my tears from rolling down.

we are just to fortunate to be living in Singapore. please treasure your life, people in sichuan is fighting for their own life, so please treasure your life. do help them out if it is within your reach.

another earthquack near to sichuan, but luckily only one person died. but a lot were injured. everyone there were shocked by the shaking. hope no one dies anymore. will be praying hard for people in china.

shed tears when watch the charity show. until now, i am still thinking on the scene of that man. hope he and everyone else rest in peace.

tomorrow got to face her. don't feel like going to the lesson at all. seriously boring. seriously people in that batch are crazy in their mind? never mind.

nice song here.
http://www.songsiwrite.com/media.asp?id=songs-1511
等待 耐心等待拥有更好的未来
忍耐 默默忍耐你冷漠的对待
不晓得为什么胸口会阵阵痛起来
眼泪好无奈的落下来

想 生命能变得更精彩
为了你我愿意排山倒海
你答应我要牵我的手
一起走进未来
为何现在 学会放开 才能更愉快?

等待 耐心等待拥有更好的未来
忍耐 默默忍耐你冷漠的对待
不晓得为什么胸口会阵阵痛起来
眼泪好无奈的落下来

心 已感到万千感慨
没有你我宁愿停下脚步来
好好去了解这个命运
给予的安排
怎么后来 学会放开 才能更愉快?

问 为何爱情那么残忍
曾经是爱人是情人
如今互不相认
难道说分手之后只剩下恨
我真的不明白
这样的伤痛 竟然是爱

等待 耐心等待拥有更好的未来
忍耐 默默忍耐你冷漠的对待
不晓得为什么胸口会阵阵痛起来
眼泪不停地落下来

明白 终于明白了也学会放得开
无奈 始终无奈地接受了伤害
麻痹了破碎的心灵
感觉痛不存在
眼泪不再落下来


guess i update till here. update another day. =)

loves,
jun`

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