happy with my life now. you, you, and YOU, dont fucking come and disturb me and my life.
i choose to be married, choose to be with who, doesnt concern YOU. from the day we are apart, even if i die, it doesnt concern u anymore.
dont fucking come tell me u will still wait for me or whatever fuck. i dont need that ok? you know what YOU did to me that time. SO DONT FUCKING COME TELL ME YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR ME SINCE THEN.
IF U WERE WAITING, SO WHAT?? GO FIND YOUR LOVELY "GIRLFRIEND" OR "FLING" WHOM YOU LOVE TO BE WITH.
I AM NO BODY TO YOU. SO GO LIVE HAPPILY WITH YOUR SO CALL " ANOTHER HALF", DONT COME BULL SHITTING TO ME IN MSN, YOU STILL LOVE ME, YOU WILL WAIT FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, OR WHATEVER SHIT.
LET ME REPEAT MYSELF. IF I DIE, IT DOESNT CONCERN YOU. EVEN IF I AM SINGLE, YOU WONT BE IN MY LIST OF CONSIDERATION. BECAUSE YOU DONT FIT TO BE IN IT, YOU DONT FIT TO BE OR KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME.
UNDERSTOOD?
I KNOW YOU ALL WILL BE READING THIS. SO DONT FUCKING COME DISTURB ME ANYMORE. I HAVE ALREADY MADE MYSELF CLEAR ENOUGH FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND.
OH YA, TO THAT PARTICULAR PERSON, I NEED ANYTHING, OR WANT ANYTHING, IT DOESNT CONCERN YOU. SO DONT COME TELL ME YOU WILL BUY FOR ME OR WHATEVER FUCK.
I WILL ONLY ASK THE ONE I LOVE, I TRUST, TO GET ANYTHING I WANT FOR ME.
DONT COME INTERFER ME OR MY LIFE ANYMORE. THE MORE YOU GET INTO MY LIFE, THE MORE I HATE YOU.
FOR NOW, I AM WAITING FOR THAT ONE AND ONLY PERSON.
HE IS THE GUY I HAVE BEEN WANTING TO BE WITH. WE WENT THROUGH THICK AND THIN TOGETHER.
ALOT OF THINGS CAME IN BETWEEN OF US. WE WERE APART, AND THEN BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.
I AM HOPING IT TO LAST. BUT WILL IT LAST?
i miss u, do u miss me?
i love u, do u love me?
will u be by my side when i cry? just like how i be by ur side when u need me?
ps.oh ya. u choose to use ignored again. but its ok. if u were trying to use the same method like what u did in the past, then so be it. i guess u have been going on for long and yet said nothing, until i found it out myself. but y do i feel the same like in the past? but actually not the same? why am i shedding tears? oh ya, felt hatred maybe. i hate the fact that i have to find things and see things with my own naked eyes. never mind. guess this should be the last time i will shed tears. because i will start to hate u after my tears stop flowing. i will become a cold blooded human. maybe thats what i should have be from the start.
