Wednesday, January 14, 2009

seriously, if i were to further my studies oversea, will u wait for me to be back?

should i go or should i not go?

i changed because of u, but did u change because of me? NO, u didnt. i was disappointed in u, as well as in myself. i was hoping that u will change. trying so hard to prove everything i do is worth doing it for u. but u dont seem to appreciate it. or maybe u did appreciate it. but in a different way.

tell me now, what can i do? stuck here in the middle of nowhere. where should i go now?

想起过去的事,
让我不由自主地以泪洗脸.
害怕历史重演的我,
像个无头的蛇似的,
横冲直撞地乱跑.
到了连自己也不认识的地方,
过着一个人的生活.
回想过去所经历过的事,
我每天都以泪洗脸,
很希望过去的不愉快,
不曾发生过.

12:55 PM